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Idealized Perfection
Life of a Wanna Be Model
Created on 2007-02-23 23:26:28 (#12357941), last updated 2008-01-18
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Basic Info| Name: | Bella <3 |
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BioHey I'm Bella
I've had an eating disorder since I was in sixth grade and I'm a sophomore in college now. I dance, play tennis, do gymnastics and horseback ride. I also love theater and singing. I hate how I look. My thighs are really muscular yet they still have a layer of fat on them and my arms are fat and I have ugly love handles. When I was in 10th grade I was 163 pounds and 5'5". I lost weight and became 140 pounds over 6 months. Then that summer I dropped down to 130. Then in 2 months I went from 130 to 113. Then over the next 5 months I dropped down to 108 and then yo-yoed from 108 to 118. This summer I played tennis and danced every day for 5 hours or more and I gained a lot of muscle. I was 110 when the summer started and ended the summer at 121. Since then I've tried desperately to get back to 110. I've gotten to 118 but have not been able to get lower than that. Currently I am at 120 and depending on water weight etc, I can go from being 120 to 126, which is really really annoying. Below are my goals are ugly stats.
Height: 5'5.5"
Age: 18
HW: 163
LW: 108
CW: 128
GW #1: 125 by July 22nd
GW #2: 120 by August 5th
GW #3: 118 by August 10th
GW # 4: 116 by August 15th
FGW! 115 by August 30th
I LOVE Gemma Ward, Mary-Kate Olsen, Kate Bosworth, Nicole Richie, Kiera Knightley and Gisele Bundchen. They are my ultimate thinsporation.
I have a myspace http://www.myspace.com/starvation_is_control_x
add mee :]
&& if you wanna know my sn just ask :]
xoxo
I've had an eating disorder since I was in sixth grade and I'm a sophomore in college now. I dance, play tennis, do gymnastics and horseback ride. I also love theater and singing. I hate how I look. My thighs are really muscular yet they still have a layer of fat on them and my arms are fat and I have ugly love handles. When I was in 10th grade I was 163 pounds and 5'5". I lost weight and became 140 pounds over 6 months. Then that summer I dropped down to 130. Then in 2 months I went from 130 to 113. Then over the next 5 months I dropped down to 108 and then yo-yoed from 108 to 118. This summer I played tennis and danced every day for 5 hours or more and I gained a lot of muscle. I was 110 when the summer started and ended the summer at 121. Since then I've tried desperately to get back to 110. I've gotten to 118 but have not been able to get lower than that. Currently I am at 120 and depending on water weight etc, I can go from being 120 to 126, which is really really annoying. Below are my goals are ugly stats.
Height: 5'5.5"
Age: 18
HW: 163
LW: 108
CW: 128
GW #1: 125 by July 22nd
GW #2: 120 by August 5th
GW #3: 118 by August 10th
GW # 4: 116 by August 15th
FGW! 115 by August 30th
I LOVE Gemma Ward, Mary-Kate Olsen, Kate Bosworth, Nicole Richie, Kiera Knightley and Gisele Bundchen. They are my ultimate thinsporation.
I have a myspace http://www.myspace.com/starvation_is_control_x
add mee :]
&& if you wanna know my sn just ask :]
xoxo
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100 pounds, acting, anorexia, antm, art, beach, books, dancing, fashion, fasting, fruit, gemma ward, giselle bundchen, indie music, jewelery, kate moss, law, mary-kate, models, movies, nicole richie, ocean, reading, restricting, roxy, running, singing, summer, teaching, tennis, thinness, thinsporation, vacation, working out, writing
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